Chapter Fourteen: Confusion Titan: Physics by Open High Hat

Niall was lifted out of Naskia’s cleavage by his arm and placed in his terrarium. He had expected to stay with her as she didn’t have class for another hour. He was hoping she might be tempted to skip it and spend the day with him. He stepped out of the tank and looked up at her. She was sitting up in her bed staring off in to the distance. Her demeanour was completely different to the beaming smile she was wearing when they left the holosuite.

“Nas what’s wrong?” Niall was worried. What could have happened to cause such a drastic change in her over such a short period of time?

“Please Naskia, I’m worried about you.” Niall prompted her.

Naskia looked down on him and gave him a small smile. “Don’t worry about me. I’m ok. I’m just thinking about something.”

“Anything I can help with?” Niall asked keen to help.

Naskia sighed. She really hoped that they could have avoided this conversation but the confusion she was feeling meant it was now inevitable.

“Niall, I don’t want to fall for you. I love spending time with you, talking to you and sharing my life with you. But we can’t be IN love. It would never ever work.” Naskia said.

“Oh….” Niall said. He hadn’t considered that could be what was upsetting her. He was totally oblivious to her feelings. He was primarily focused on winning his freedom. He really did like Naskia, he’d never been this intimate with a person before and the physical side of their “friendship” was amazing. They did just naturally get on well and could share everything with each other easily. He often found a lot of his conversation with Human women got awkward quickly or he got bored of them. Naskia was able to command his full attention and it had nothing to do with her size.

“I hadn’t thought about it to be honest Nas. I really enjoy our time together and I look forward to it. It only feels like we spend one day in three together as you’re either asleep or in class. I suppose if you have two people together who obviously click and have a good physical relationship then it’s only a matter of time before feelings develop.”

Naskia moved to sit on the end of the bed and talk directly with Niall.

“As much as she was joking about it Kiri’s right. You’re 4 now. Even if you lived to be 30, which is the oldest a Human has ever lived, I wouldn’t even be 50. There’s no way we could ever have kids and that’s something that means quite a lot to me. I don’t suppose your massive brain has any ideas on how to make yourself Titan sized?” Naskia sounded a bit defeated. She had been so happy earlier but the realisation of her feelings had destroyed everything.

“I don’t think I could do that. But if this equation turns out to be something important I could license it and use the money to buy our own holosuite to live in permanently.”

Naskia smiled at him.

“And the kids?” she asked.

“We could adopt. They’d have to stay in the holosuite too or I could have difficulty changing the nappies. Or just skip that altogether and have holographic kids. Babies that don’t poop would be awesome.” Niall said.

Naskia’s mood had infected him a bit too. He hadn’t thought about what his future would be like. The thought of living with Naskia all his life and seeing her with another man made him feel a bit queasy.

Naskia smiled at him but didn’t reply. She was just fiddling with a loose thread in her dress.

Niall could have pressed Naskia to find out what her plans were for him if she did ever marry but that would probably only make them both miserable. He already felt pretty bad about being dismissed as a potential partner just because of their differences. He picked up his guitar and linked his pad’s audio to the screen on the wall.

He started to strum and familiar tune. He knew Naskia loved it and could sing it. Naskia looked up and half smiled. She’d never heard Niall play this before. Niall started to sing.

“Alone, listless, breakfast table in an otherwise empty room.”

Niall couldn’t sing despite a lot of practice. Naskia winced as he sang off key.

“No stop. You’re killing it.” She said.

Niall stopped. “Well you sing it then.”

“No! I don’t like singing when people are watching.” Naskia said blushing a bit.

“Please Nas. I love your voice. I love hearing you sing. I remember when I passed out I woke up for a few seconds quite dazed, I didn’t know where I was but I could hear you singing and it made me feel safe. Please?” Niall said.

“You heard that?! Why didn’t you tell me you woke up?” Naskia asked getting up embarrassed.

“Yeah, it only came back to me a few days ago when I heard you sing for the first time.” Niall said starting to play again. “Please sing…”

Niall played the intro to the song 3 times over until Naskia nervously started to sing.

“Alone, listless, breakfast table in an otherwise empty room.” She sang. Niall smiled at her and played with a bit more vigour to show he liked it.

“Young girl, violence, centre of her own attention.” Naskia picked up a bit still with a bit of nervousness in her voice. Niall stood up and walked right to the edge of the table so he could play directly at her.

“Mother reads aloud, child tries to understand it, tries to make her proud.”

Naskia shifted off the bed on to the floor and sat on her knees still singing. They played together, Niall hummed along with Naskia’s vocal line. He wished he could sing so he could sing with her, he was glad he had his guitar though.

Naskia suddenly scrunched her eyes shut and increased the strength of her voice as they came to the bridge.

“She holds the hand that holds her down, she will rise above!” She sang.

Niall was near blown off his feet as she held the last note and bent it around her tongue for nearly 10 seconds. He could clearly see as her chest fell and rose that she was singing from inside and that this song meant a lot to her. She was spectacular to watch and to listen to. If you had been standing in the front row at a concert with all the amps pointed straight at you, they still wouldn’t have been as loud as Naskia.

Naskia opened her eyes and smiled down at Niall as they finished the song.

“You’re a sneaky little man, ya know that?” She said offering her hand for him to step on.

Niall put his guitar down and stepped on to her hand.

“Sneaky? What did I do?” he asked.

“I was feeling down because we had such a great day and basically told you we couldn’t ever be together like that. So you come up with a great way to make me feel better which makes me want to be with you.” She brought Niall to her face and kissed him softly. “Seriously, you have to stop being so lovable.”

Naskia and Niall hung out until Naskia had to go to class. Naskia placed Niall in his bed so he could get some sleep while she was out, he would be able to keep her company later if he was well rested.

Naskia was unable to concentrate in class. She was focused on how to resolve her feelings for Niall. She had no choice, she needed to get rid of them, quickly. She decided she would need to consciously control her interactions with Niall and make sure they were kept at friend level. She didn’t think Niall would mind given that he didn’t seem to reciprocate her feelings.

Naskia left class having daydreamed her way through most of it and went home. She went through to her room expecting to find Niall in his tank asleep but he wasn’t there.

“Niall, where are you now?” she called expecting him to be hiding somewhere again.

There was no response. She looked around in all the usual places but still couldn’t find him. She went to the living area. Neither Niall nor Kiri was through there. She heard a laugh coming from Kiri’s room and knocked on the door.

“Kiri? Is Niall with you?” She called.

“Come on in Nas.” Kiri called back and Naskia went through.

Niall was sitting on the desk munching on a biscuit from a stack that Kiri has sitting there.

“Hi Nas, Kiri was just telling me about you as a kid.” Niall called to her.

Kiri waved a pad about over her head. Naskia caught a glimpse of pictures on it. It looked like pictures of them when they were kids. There were some particularly nasty ones of Naskia when she was a dorky looking teenager.

“Kiri! Don’t you dare show him those!” Naskia said snatching the pad from her hand.

“A bit late for that now. It’s good to know even an advanced race such as yourself thought shoulder pads and frizzy hair looked good at one point.” Niall chuckled.

“Fine! Fine! Have it your way then.” Naskia said flicking through Niall’s images on her own pad and showing Kiri a picture of a very happy looking baby.

“Awwww.” Kiri said smiling at the picture. “You were one cute baby.”

“I was, wasn’t I?” Niall said grinning.

Naskia fumed as her attempt to embarrass Niall back fired. She sat on the bed and crossed her arms sulking. Kiri retrieved her pad and continued to show Niall pictures of her and Naskia from their childhood. They sat laughing occasionally looking up at Naskia and making comments to each other. Naskia never thought seeing Niall and Kiri getting along so well would annoy her so much. After another half hour of mild humiliation Naskia decided to try and get them off the subject of pictures.

“Why don’t we all sit down for a bit and watch some Human films?” Naskia asked.

“Yeah that sounds like a good idea actually.” Niall said. Naskia hurried them through to the living room worried that Niall will have permanently lost respect for her after seeing all the terrible pictures of her.

Niall flicked through the films on his pad and picked the one he thought went best with the theme of the day they had had. Mixing romance, heart ache and a bit of music Niall opted for one of his favourite films, High Fidelity. He hoped after the conversation he and Naskia had about feelings it could help clear the air a bit.

The trio sat and watched the film in awkward silence. Naskia was reading into the film and quickly figured out why Niall had put it on, Niall was sitting on the back of the sofa between Naskia and Kiri rather than in his usual spot. Niall was quite disappointed when Naskia had set him up there rather than setting him on her tummy. He could at least use this spot to watch her face and see how she responded to the film.

Kiri was too focused on the awkwardness between Niall and Naskia to watch the film. Was it something she’d done? It couldn’t have just been the pictures. This was bigger; something had clearly happened between them that neither of them wanted to deal with. This explained why Niall was unable to sleep and was so keen to join her when she had asked.

Naskia did enjoy the film to an extent, especially the music but she felt it was a bad choice given Niall knew she was already struggling to get a hold of her feelings.

After the film ended Naskia got up and stretched. Niall was hoping for a better reaction to what he thought was a film that could cheer her up but it didn’t come.

“I’m going to do some work for a bit. Do you want to stay with Kiri?” she asked.

“Ehhh….I’ll come with you if you don’t mind.” Niall was getting worried now. Naskia was always so bright and bubbly, why was she being so cold?

Naskia scooped him up on the sofa, she was still gentle but it didn’t feel as tender as it normally did.

“Night Kiri.” She said walking off keeping Niall at her side rather than letting him say good bye too. She set him down on the desk and opened her books. She started studying and didn’t acknowledge him.

“Naskia?” Niall asked.

“What is it?” She replied. Not cold or annoyed but not happy either.

“Nothing…..” Niall said getting worried.

The pair sat in silence as Naskia worked for the next few hours. The only conversation was when Niall occasionally pointed out an error to Naskia. Having spent a long time awake today Niall couldn’t help but drift off to sleep on top of a stack of books. Naskia scolded herself for thinking how cute he looked.

Niall woke up in his bed. There was a very loud intermittent noise and it had woken him up. He sat up and rubbed his eyes, it took a few seconds for them to adjust to the darkness. He soon realised the intermittent noise was Naskia snoring.

“Argh not now, not tonight…” Niall said. Experience had taught him that if Naskia’s head was at a certain angle the cute girl could create monstrous snoring noises that would stop Niall from ever getting any sleep. He already felt terrible after the evening’s events and the last thing he needed was to be up all night listening to the rumbling from Naskia. It was a form of torture; one that could drive him insane.

Niall left his tank and jumped the gap to the bed and went up to her ear.

“NASKIA!” he shouted over and over again into her ear.

No response. If her snoring didn’t wake her up then his shouting wasn’t going to work. He hauled himself up her hair and on to her head. All he had to do was get her to turn her head to her side and he could go back to sleep. He tried to drag an eye lid open and she murmured as Niall dived out of the way as her hand went to brush him away.

He walked over to nose and tried kicking it. His feet were too small and her skin was too thick to make enough of a dent. Niall was starting to get frustrated, he tried to bite her nose but again she just continued snoring.

“Screw this.” Niall said getting annoyed.

He was wrecked. He guessed he’d only had a couple of hours sleep. Combining that with the way Naskia had been with him he was in foul form. He dropped off her face and walked under the covers and around her body. Niall knew a spot where she’d definitely feel him. She had one leg arched out to the side and one pointing straight down. Niall walked in between her legs and watched as the walls rose up around him to be around 15 feet high.

Niall stepped inside the canopy of Naskia’s loose shorts. He knew this was either going to go really well or really badly. Niall didn’t care, Naskia had pretty much ignored him after all the effort he’d gone to over the last 3 months making that program. If this were any other circumstance he’d be pissed off and would go find another girl but he couldn’t. They were stuck with each other and it was time she remembered that.

The air in the shorts was warm and smelled of her. Niall pressed on until he reached the base of Naskia’s legs. He had no intention of going inside her, it was too dangerous. He grabbed some hair and hauled himself up the side of the Naskia’s crotch. Her labia were a foot above his head and his goal was higher still. He kept climbing until he reached the he was at the top and stepped across and secured himself with his legs at the base of Naskia’s labia.

Niall carefully started gently stroking Naskia’s clitoris. He was being very gentle with the grapefruit sized nub as he didn’t want to startle her awake. It only took a few seconds before the nub responded and enlarged slightly. He heard a gentle hum come from Naskia and she shifted the leg she had out to the side. Niall hoped that might be enough to end the snoring but the sound returned almost straight away.

Niall pressed on for 2 or 3 more minutes. His feet and hands were getting wet and he was having difficulty keeping a hold on his position. At least the drop was only about 10 feet to the soft covers. The heat was building inside the shorts and the Naskia’s sweet smell was filling the air. Niall found himself getting more and more turned on as he inhaled the smell and listened to her soft moaning. Niall was contemplating giving up as his feet got wetter and he started having to tread to keep his position.

He heard a rustling coming from above and before he had time to react two fingers, each bigger than he was slammed into his lower torso and pushed their way underneath him, dragging his legs inside of Naskia’s ever moistening vagina.

“Shit!” he swore as he grasped out for anything to grab on to.

Niall managed to grasp some nearby pubic hair but Naskia thrust her fingers in further drawing him into her past his waist and causing him to lose his grasp.

“Not good….not good. “ Niall said to himself starting to panic.

He felt like he did when he was hanging over Naskia’s mouth for the first time. He wouldn’t slowly dissolve to death but being crushed or drowned inside what was such an appealing part of Naskia’s anatomy did not sound fun. His only hope was that Naskia had woken up and decided to continue on her own.

“Naskia!” he called over and over again but there was no response. She was still asleep

He was soaked through up to his waist, his trousers were definitely ruined. It was a good thing he had no shirt on.

Naskia pulled her fingers back drawing him out on top of them. He tried grasping out again but before he could reach anything she plunged her fingers deeper inside of her taking him in up to his neck. Niall tried with all his might to loosen himself from her fingers but was unable to. More and more fluid from the ever more excited Naskia started to coat him. His movement was only turning her on more but he had to try to free himself. His arms couldn’t get a hold of anything as it was too slippy. He kicked and thrashed but he barely moved. Naskia drew her fingers out again, leaving him hanging out of her by his torso.

He tried to pull himself out but the powerful muscles gripped him tightly. Niall looked up just in time to see Naskia’s cum coated fingers heading right for him. He moved his head and one glanced off his cheek before slamming into his shoulder. Niall cried out as the blow hit his shoulder but was soon more concerned as he found himself being pushed deeper and deeper inside of Naskia. The pressure on his body increased as the walls of her vagina tensed around him. The heat was almost unbearable.

Niall took a deep breath as he felt Naskia’s juices flow up around his neck. Naskia’s fingers withdrew again and the light dropped as Naskia’s lips closed over. Niall found himself at least 6 feet inside of Naskia. His feet were now on the floor of her vagina and he tried to walk along while he had the time. He used his hands on the warm, pink walls to push himself forward and managed to make it a few steps before her muscles started to respond to his touch.

He felt a moan rumble through her as the walls around him tightened around him. Niall saw light for a second and he suddenly had hope he might just be able to escape but it was quickly obscured as Naskia’s fingers assaulted him again. He was pushed deeper and deeper inside.

The air was stale and stank of Naskia’s juices. Niall was breathing very lightly now as what little air was left around him was squeezed out as the walls around him tightened. His sides were beginning to ache as the pressure on him increased. His eyes were stuck shut with cum and he was constantly using his hands to wipe cum from his mouth and face. He was feeling queasy as Naskia had started bucking her hips. He felt like he was riding inside a ship in a storm. He could hear her moaning getting louder and louder as the walls put more and more pressure on him. Niall started seeing spots as he started to black out through pain and lack of air. He felt like his ribs were beginning to crack as the massive muscles pressed his arms into his sides.

“This is it…” he thought.

Naskia slowly opened her eyes. She felt flushed and a tingling running through her body. She moaned and stretched her crossed her legs. She felt her hand between her legs and looked down.

“Ohhhh….” She said pulling her hand from in between her legs. “Not done that in a while…”

Naskia moaned in pleasure again as she felt another tingle fly through her nerves from in between her legs. She was half way to climax.

“What…what?” she said out loud confused and looking around her. “What is doing that?”

Naskia moaned as she felt something inside her brush against the sensitive walls of her vagina. She looked over into Niall’s tank as she panted. He wasn’t there. She couldn’t see him anywhere. He could only be in one place. If she reached orgasm while he was inside her he would most likely be crushed to death.

“Niall!” she yelled.

Naskia slipped down her shorts and then she put a single finger inside her vagina and wedged it between Niall’s legs and then scooped him out.

Niall hit the covers head first. He was thankful they were soft. He coughed, spluttered and wheezed as he took in fresh air. His lungs were burning. It took him a few seconds before he could open his eyes. He rolled over and looked at up at Naskia towering over him. She did not luck happy.

“What the fuck Niall?!” she said using an Earth colloquialism she had picked up from the films she had seen.

“You were snoring…..” Niall wheezed back thinking this made sense before passing out.